My Noons and Midnights Are for You

Age: 📚 18+ | 1 Volume (Ongoing - Vol. 2 July 2026) | Paperback | Creator: Luria | Award: 🏆 2025 Chill Chill Award Winner

 

🏆 Winner of the 2025 Chill Chill Award

 

My Noons and Midnights Are for You is an intense, emotionally charged Boys Love manga from creator Luria that explores the fractured line between persona and identity, adoration and isolation. Published under TOKYOPOP's LoveLove imprint, this 18+ series is not for the faint of heart—but for readers seeking raw, complicated romance, it delivers.

 

Mayo lives a double life. To his thousands of devoted fans, he's "Mahiru"—a bubbly, charismatic VTuber whose cheerful streams light up their days. But behind the screen, Mayo is anything but bright. He's gloomy, shy, and plagued by crippling self-doubt. The more his online persona is adored, the more isolated the real Mayo feels. It's a cruel irony: beloved by thousands, yet utterly alone.

 

Enter Mr. Ogino, Mayo's affectionate and attentive manager. Ogino seems to genuinely care—but does he love Mayo, or just Mahiru? When Ogino confesses his feelings, Mayo can't bring himself to believe it. How could anyone love the real him when even he can't? Sensing Mayo's secret longing for something darker—something that might finally feel real—Ogino makes a proposition that will forever change their dynamic: "In that case... shall I bully you instead?"

 

What unfolds is a provocative exploration of desire, power, and the desperate need to be truly seen. Luria crafts a story that doesn't shy away from difficult themes—depression, self-harm ideation, dubious consent, and the intoxicating danger of relationships built on broken foundations.

 

Content Warnings: Explicit sexual content, dubious consent, alcohol use, kink, depression, mild suicidal ideation, self-harm.

 

My Noons and Midnights Are for You is a daring debut that will resonate with readers who crave BL that cuts deep.

 

Perfect for readers who love: Boys Love, VTuber/idol culture, psychological drama, power dynamics, dark romance, stories that probe the gap between public persona and private pain.

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Mayo hides behind the screen as "Mahiru"—but how long can he hide his true self?

Compared to his radiant online alter ego—Mahiru, a bubbly VTuber beloved by thousands of fans—the real Mayo is gloomy, shy and plagued by self-doubt. And the more love Mahiru receives, the more Mayo feels the sting of isolation. Even Mr. Ogino—Mayo's affectionate, doting manager—seems to care more for the persona, not the real Mayo behind the mask.

So even when Mr. Ogino tells him, “I love you,” how could Mayo ever believe his words...?

Yet Mr. Ogino might see more than Mayo realizes. Sensing Mayo's secret longing and unable to resist, Mr. Ogino utters the words that will change their relationship forever:
“In that case... shall I bully you instead?”

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CWs: explicit sexual content, dubious consent, alcohol use, kink, depression, mild suicidal ideation, self-harm

A 2025 Chill Chill Award winner!

My Noons and Midnights Are for You, Volume 1