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One day a sad boy named Yin he wasn't really a boy more like a man.....or woman however you prefer to look at it
he had been going out with a girl which her name was Micah,and so the story begins.......Micah was his love sick
puppy who swore they would grow and be together forever,which unfortunelately was a sad sad lie as she was soon
to find out,Yin would always call her day in and day out no matter what time it was he gave her all he knew,and for
some reason he felt of something missing a feeling you get when you realize that you dont quite have everything when
you walk out of the house not knowing what it is.....so you decide to carry on and remember later....unfortuneatly
for her,he never truely"remembered"what he was missing maybe it was the day to day routine of her trying to change
him into something he wasn't,but the sad truth is thats all he could do is "change" and to this day he feels like
theres not enough love in him and he isnt as loveable as he used to be which is understandable once you find out his
life story,you see the thing was he was getting tired of fighting with her day after day over the simplest things,
but yet she was the second thing to keep him tied to this world,there was another her name was Ashley,Ashley at this
point is a aquantince and good friend of Yin's he would tell her everything that happened between him and Micah,
she would listen and give him kind advice but all the while,a passionate yearning stured in her,wishing he would
come to her and "sweep her off her feet",a few weeks passed after Yin and Micah began fighting and Yin's mind began
to wander to better things such as a girl he hardly knew yet knew everything about he had poured his hear out too
he became closer and closer until one day they sat on the grass infront of their school talking,....talking about
kissing and the question came"have you had your first kiss?" and of course being how Yin was he had already had his
first kiss,she Ashley had not so it was,he waited with her for her sister to come and pick her up after school,her
sister showed and they had wandered into the building,he saw her walking away before he could do anything and out
of desperation he tore through his mind looking for something to stop her and he finnaly had it,"ASHLEY WAIT!" she
turned very suprised and he asked her for a hug they hugged for a while,then she pulled back and began to walk
again he took the same course of action,his heart beating fast hugged her tightly and pulled his head back from her
shoulder and looked at her woundering"I have to see"he leaned in and kissed her bottom lip and they were both kind
of stunned for a moment,she began to shake at the knees,he held her up and walked her out to her car,I guess you
could say they were going out now.
 This was no ordinary relationship no one asked anyone out it just happened and they "fell in love" he loved
everything about her and was willing to do anything for her he spent most of his weary days thinking about her and
wondering what was to come of them,wondering every thought and couldnt shake off the feeling of being comftorable
with her and he realized no one had come this close to his life heart and soul,in his eyes she was,the next best
thing for him and would soon come to find that his family,was nothing compared to her everyday was a wonder land of
of escape for his painful world of hate and despise noit to mention his deep heart felt pain everday of his life,
knowing his parents would never understand and knowing that even if they did probably wouldnt care,so instead of
focusing all his effort into pleasing his parents he finnaly began to focus on making his future better and more
appealing he loved to watch her and feel her touch and to smell her.
Forget what he said about "Hate is love".....
Love is beautiful and revealing with every day that passes it brings a new sense of adventure and excitement,true
love refreshes everyday and never gets old or boring and it especially NEVER dies.
I look at your eyes with lust growing in my heart,
I feel ever hair on me stand up and heat waves
pass through me like a hot tea down my throat,
My heart races and my body shake my lips quiver,
I reach for your face body shaking,
and I smell the perfume you wore just incase that boy would come your way
My fingertips touch your cheek after what seems an enternity
I see you look at me with those bright blue eyes
In which glow a certain potential of greatness
And Eyes glowing so pretentiously
Like staring into the most beautiful ocean I see the waves crash that are deep thoughts
carrying through your mind like a great tide
Like the shine of a pearl do your eyes glisten in the sun
And these incased in something more beautiful then any pearl
Is a cherry blossom pedal so soft and so beautiful that even the most still beast would cry
In its precense so deeply consumed by its color its shape its touch
Floating down into the tall deep louchious green grass layed there for some person to obtain
In there careing loving arms to forever hold it with safety and trust
Tidle waves crash in my mind when you arent here
But the biggest tidle wave can be subside when you come back
Everything goes away when I am with you everything contaminating my mind with all that is bad
You calm my life without effort
You calm my life with love
You calm my life forever
You calm my life with beauty
Please stay and you will see
That I will thank you
For calming me